Bought New Running Shoes

So while shopping for technology (I was looking for a new ereader) I decided to get myself some running shoes instead. Why? Because for once I want to follow something that I’ve wanted to do. I need to dedicate myself to lose weight. Sure, I’d been meaning to lose weight since I started this blog…that’s what this blog was all about…but you see then I got sidetracked and all these other things took over, and then high school drama and all that shiz started. It was just stress after stress after stress. Which to be truthful was just completely and utterly exhausting. 

Once again, here I am, prepared to undertake that journey to be fit and beautiful. 🙂 I want to be healthy and in shape because I’m tired of being left behind in that are of my life. Plus you know in the long run being healthy will add to my life in many ways. Well this post is short and sweet. 

~Timafa~

Because sometimes one forgets what it takes to keep going.

When Is Life Not Interesting?

Thanksgiving break seemed as short as hell. I wanted it to last longer, and be more, you know, exciting I guess. I’m not saying it was boring, but it was a little too bland. No I don’t mean to sound like a food critic either. I have been meaning to blog for a few days, but I was to lazy to do so. I had some nice ideas as well, but guess what my mind is not that complex, and because of that I can’t remember those “Oh so amazing ideas”. Don’t you hate it when that happens? When you get this brilliant idea, and then it just completely washes over you. Well I absolutely abhor it when it happens, and it happens quite often to me. 

My Thanksgiving revolved around my mother’s delightful cooking. I mean she is just the best cook in the world, and I honestly believe that (well apart from the Asian food cause I love the Asian food…specifically Chinese). Anyway I didn’t pig out as bad as I have done the past years. I had one plate and one plate only, and it wasn’t even that full either. Now that is definitely what I call an improvement. I also have loads of homework, and I’m being a super procrastinator and not doing anything. I know it’s super horrible! Well, I was sort of…kind of…productive today. Ehhh I made a chocolate cake for one of my Friends (for her birthday)! 😀 I should have been doing homework, but I figured she deserved a chocolate cake. 

Anyhow, lately I think (Hint: Think) I’ve been losing some weight. Cuz I weighed myself when I got home from school and it said I’d lost like 2 pounds which is just fantastic. Now if I can only stick to the plan I have going then everything will be awesome. I hope that I can stick to this plan because as I have mentioned before I am not a really ‘stick to it’ kind of person. I definitely want to change that, so it is what I am working on. That issue and my stupid procrastination issue as well. 

~Timafa~

Time flies by even when it seems like it dwells.

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Day 7 – Your dream wedding.
My dream wedding I’ve never really thought about this too much. To be honest I have actually thought about the kind of person I want to end up with. 🙂 I guess I can give you a short briefing on what my dream wedding will be. I want it to be on the beach in California (I haven’t decided the exact location…yet). I want the ceremony to happen when the sun is setting and I want the waves to be crashing on shore. I want it to be beautiful, and I want my closest friends and my family to be there. I want my husband to be sweet and understanding ;). I want to wear a nice white, fluffy, long, graceful wedding gown. My dream wedding is actually quite simple. I never really liked “extreme” things. I am a kind of simplistic girl.

To be honest today was one of the worst Monday’s ever! It was probably due to the fact that I slept too late, and that I didn’t do much of the work I needed to do. I really wanted to blog last night, but that so didn’t happen. T_T When I got home from school today I ate, and then I just completely crashed on my bedroom floor. (My bed is at our new house D: cause we are moving in this week!) It was a long and nice, relaxing nap. I wished it was longer, but my mother woke me up. It’s a good thing she did cause I still needed to do/catch up on some homework for school. I feel like the days are getting longer and more exhausting…it’s definitely not a wonderful thing in my book.

Alas I have to leave because today I start running again 🙂 YIPPEE! No more laying on my butt, expecting to shed those unwanted pounds. Hahaha I do feel like running cause believe it or not it made me feel less tired sometimes. It took away my soreness and fragility. Running makes me feel free. It makes me feel like I can accomplish anything, and if I close my eyes and feel the wind that rushes to meet me it almost feels like I can fly…fly away and never come back…

I feel like crying ): not in the I am depressed sense, but in the I want to read/watch something sad cause I’m just in that type of mood. It’s hard to explain, but today is one of those days were I feel kind of sad (for no good reason)…I just feel like I want to cry. I think it’s a good thing considering how some days I feel like punching a wall repeatedly. 🙂 Here are some inspiration pictures to shedding those pounds, and to be free.

 

 

 

 

Day 8 – A song to match your mood.
Day 9 – A photo of the item you last purchased.
Day 10 – A photo of your favorite place to eat.
Day 11 – What’s in your makeup bag?
Day 12 – A photograph of the town you live in.
Day 13 – Your favorite musician and why?
Day 14 – A TV show you’re currently addicted to.
Day 15 – Something you don’t leave the house without.
Day 16 – Your celebrity crush.
Day 17 – A photo of you and your family.
Day 18 – Something you crave a lot.
Day 19 – Another picture of yourself.
Day 20 – The meaning behind your blog name.
Day 21 – A photo of something that makes you happy.
Day 22 – A letter to someone who has hurt you recently.
Day 23 – 15 facts about you.
Day 24 – A photo of something that means a lot to you.
Day 25 – What’s in your purse?
Day 26 – A photo of somewhere you’ve been to.
Day 27 – A picture of you last year and now and how have you changed since then?
Day 28 – Your favorite movie.
Day 29 – Something you could never get tired of doing.
Day 30 – A photograph of yourself today + three good things that have happened in the past 30 days

~Timafa~

Sometimes loving yourself isn’t enough anymore.